it just dawned on me that some of my friends will be leaving for college in two weeks. and ill be leaving in 2 and a half. and in those 2 weeks i have to work 3 days and i have a doctors appointment and a dentist appointment and what am i doing sitting at home reading im wasting what precious little time i have left. and why was i being so dumb and just ignoring everyone that tried to hangout with me cause now no one wants to. i wish i could rewind my summer to the beginning and just start over. i kept thinking i had so much time to do all the great things i wanted to do this summer but now its basically over. theres so much stuff i still have to do in preparation for college cause i havent bought anything whatsoever and i never learned to drive this summer and i just dont have the time left to do any of it WHERE DID ALL THE TIME GO